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Hobbies: I have lots of interests like going to the mall, watching movies, reading, watching tv, and surfing the net. The most enjoying hobby I find is preaching the good news of Jehovah's Kingdom to the people.

BACK IN MY OWN LITTLE WORLDAs I walked towards the light, fully dedicating my life in the doing of Jehovah's will,I experienced the greatest happiness that no words can ever express. I knew Jehovah had so many things in store for me, and I wantd to be of use to the fullest extent possible in rendering him sacred service.Ever since I found the truth in God's Word,Jehovah and Jesus made my own little world much more interesting, much more desirable.I never could have imagined being locked in my own world myself. For almost all my life,I've lived a life of isolation.It all started when I was in Grade 3 back in Pohnpei, Micronesia. It turned out that my childhood memories were all responsible for my experiencing spiritual hunger, which led me to my ultimate quest for the truth.After 3.5 years of my search, I finally found the truth in God's Word. This brought light in my own little world, reminding me that there is another world I can look forward to, the New World of Paradise under Jehovah's Kingdom in the hands of Jesus Christ.I still lived a life of isolation, being independent in everyting I did. I made new friends in the organization and tried to widen my association. But these were all just acquaintances. There are some who proved themselves to be true friends, of which I'm glad I've met them. But they were not close friends,one that I can confide with,discuss my darkest fears and secrets in life, one that I can fully trust.I never imagined finding such a person, knowing within me that I've already found one whom I can really trust at all times,Jehovah himself. I never entertained the thought all my life, until one point in my life back in 2003 a fellow witness came,showing great interest in me,offering to be a friend that I can count on at all times. Maybe it's a gift from Jehovah himself,I thought to myself.For the first time in my life I've felt something that I've only dreamed of, the happiness and satisfaction of having a friend,flesh and blood,one that I can talk to and be with.It brought back in me my childhood memories,it made me childish in every way,knowing that this person will understand and care enough.But much to my regret and to the greatest pit fall I've encountered in my life,I came face to face with my greatest fear in life, being left alone,in the corner,of my own little world.I felt so betrayed, so humiliated, so beaten down, emotionally unstable, that I thought of giving up, even ending my life, of which Jehovah intervened. All my life I was inside my figurative little room, when someone knocked,I opened and went outside for the first time, to see the world outside. In other words I never opened my door to having a close friend, a bestfriend, one to reveal my secrets. But when someone knocked, I opened and went outside my room, to see the world outside of my own independence, only to be led astray. I got lost not only literally, but spiritually.I experienced the darkest chapters of my life. It took 2.5 years for me to finally find my way back to my room,close the door shut, and dared never to open it again. I told myself,I learned my lesson. But the aftershocks of what happened, remained for 1 year 8 months, ending in April 2007. I continued walking towards the light,trusting in Jehovah's help. I was careful not to open the door to the outside world again, but one thing I forgot, to lock the door after shutting it from behind. Someone came,opened the door, and caught me unaware. The fear of trusting people and hoping to find the best friend is something that was branded on my forehead. Wherever I go,I could not possibly forget my past,and so was scared to entertain anyone. When the door to my little room opened,I had doubts whether to go outside again. I let the person in and out, I left the door opened and watched from inside. I went in and out, not staying outside for a long time. I tried to do things differently, maybe this time everything wil go okay. But I felt the contrary. Until on 12-23-07, I decided to shut my door, and this time,locked it. Believe me, I'm scared to open that door again. Unless someone knocks forever. That ends my story and I'm glad coz now, I'm back in my own little world. Back from where I started........For more information about me, check my other online profiles:www.friendster.com/demarcjwwww.myspace.com/demarcjwwww.perfspot.com/demarcjwwww.akomodelo.com/demarcjwhttp://demarc_jw.blogs.friendster.com/marc_ed/